God, Where were You?

God,
Where were you?
Where?
Did you not hear my prayer????
I thought you can do anything?
Did that really happen?
I want to know where you were, I needed you!
God, what did I do to deserve this? I thought you loved me.
Oh my God, What did I do to make him do this to me?
I loved him for so long.
I trusted him.
I loved him.
What about the kids?
Did the man I marry really rape me?
He must be sick, there is no way the man I married could rape me. He loves me.
Did I see this coming? How, how could he?
Please God, Please make me wake up.
This has to be a bad dream, it just has to be!
If it wasn’t, where were you?
Oh my God, I’m so ashamed!!!
What will everyone think of me?
Where were you?

Anonymous, Age 33